| | Wow... the last time I wrote here was in September 2008... haha oh well. I know no one I know goes on Xanga anymore, but that's okay. Sometimes I still like logging on and seeing what has changed... Right before I started typing this entry, I had a hard time finding where you write your blogs... I didn't realize it was that long and that I've had this Xanga for more than 4 years and that I probably didn't change anything with the layout for at least a year. It's okay though... I'm sure you appreciate Big Bang flashing their abs to you.
I really wanted to write here for awhile, but I guess I've been too drowned in my own thoughts to even think of anything to write. If I were to ever describe my mind, it would just be a huge scribble a kindergardener drew out of boredom. It's just hard to transfer my thoughts to any form of writing... don't know why though.
You can probably guess why I'm blogging at all... yup, I'm procrastinating on a paper due in about 7 hours. I know many people would be like "OMG CRAP!!!!" but eh, I take it as it goes. I guess I just need to write somewhere else other than my acutal paper so that my mind is a bit more clear.
I guess it's just life getting to me. Up until maybe last year, I lived in a bubble without a care in the world. I know that in some ways, I know it seems as if I don't give a shit at all, but it's not true. I really try to hide whatever weaknesses I have because I would hate it if it was used against me =( I guess getting on probation really got to me last year when I knew that I better freaking shape up. I just feel so much more serious than I did in high school... I don't think it's the college atmosphere either since I try not to be at UIC a lot. It doesn't help that my head just hurts a lot these days too... that can't be good for me.
Okay, I know I should work on my paper. Time's running low =(
<3, len.
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